Lent is upon us. I usually enjoy the lent experience because it lets me really settle in and be conscious of my faith. This year however, Lent is hitting a little harder. I am choosing to be conscious of my faith, but I am also having to be conscious in my trusting God.  I took a leap of faith some years ago, with a long distance move. I really thought that, was it for us, and we settled. But God, has used everything in my life lately to say it's time to go. Time to resettle. It's not a long distance move this time, (within an hour) but it does mean starting all over when it comes to a church and a social network. It's thrown years of theology education into question, and honestly probably my own place within a church I thought I knew and loved.